Danny, I am a dog lover/owner and I know the pain you are feeling. It will get better with time and I hope you dont mind me leaving this on your page. I lost the dog that went thru the police academy with me 5 years ago and I still think of him often. I hope that you will look to adopt another dog and give him or her a great home. Thats what I did when Obi passed away from cancer and belive me it doesnt replace him but it helps and gives a pound dog a second chance at a happy life. I will keep you in my prayers. Sincerely, Tom